Sunday, February 8, 2009
Hello from the grave...
Seeing your picture aches me... hope seems all diminished... i dread army life coz it seizes my freedom... how would i feel this way? with this life right now? i deserve it? right... time to forget you... time to press the restart button... i cant keep torturing myself inside like that... the trust is lost so what can i do? please god of buddha thai... late grandma... late grandpa... i am tired mentally... i admit i am weak... i admit i useless... help get pass this lady now and i'll show you i could be stronger... i could do better... turn into someone you would be proud of... for my parent's sake... i am trying so hard in army to be the best just for a better future despite me not enjoying it... it isnt tough but its mentally stressing and depressing... i wished i never started with you... whats the point of saying that now? bullslackar...
Army sucks... it SUCKS...
2:24 PM
